Thursday 31 October 2013

If there be…..

If there be…..

If there be that notion concept of the devil then he has already made known to me his representation in that he is aware of my name and thus I have paid that price that was stated would be paid for my non allegiance and further more he has gone beyond that and shown himself to be that originator of lies for in his vengeance and anger he does seek to take things further in an attempt to de-sway me from that path which I have chosen….

If there be that notion concept of god then he has made known his presence in physicality for surely I should not be here in light of those things that I have seen and done and yet I awoke this morning to once again see the rising of the sun and bear witness to the passing of this day….

Wednesday 30 October 2013

What am I fighting for….

What am I fighting for….

What am I fighting for….
My youngest is on half term. Already within one week of applying to colleges he’s been invited to interviews. The first question they ask is is he boarding. The schools in Oakham are for the elite (post coding in practice). Rutland is home to some of the oldest and most élite families in England and thus to have been educated here opens many doors before you’ve even started. It is thus that when the police and council and mps state that they do not want my kind here I know fully what it is that they are afraid of, the freedom of choice for my children. It has been so difficult to keep him within the school system something which to my shame I was unable to manage with his older brother. I did not know enough to save and assist his brother no matter how much I tried. It is only with determination self education and a determinism that negates consideration for the self that thus far I have been successful with Isaiah and I say thus far because the struggle is not over and he still has six months to go and each day brings a new challenge or battle for those that are determined that I should not be here and feel confident enough to tell me that to my face. I breathe a little easier knowing that there is a possibility of success not for myself but for my son. But in reality the battle continues ;s 

Tuesday 29 October 2013

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_dRSAFDn0M&feature=youtu.be

Don't come to my yard wid your lies I'm here and ready for you @police you people lie so much that all future interactions with you need to be recorded not that it stops you from lying just stops you from misrepresenting the truth jokasses....!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_dRSAFDn0M&feature=youtu.be

six months and counting…..

six months and counting…..

@RutlandPolice…. As my own legal representative I put in a request for a copy of the charges, interview tapes and custody records in relation to two arrests and illegal detentions six months ago. As yet I have received none of the above despite inquires reminders and complaints ;s the rule of law is broken beyond repair or so it would seem within Rutland. During this same period the police continue to monitor my sites, in an attempt and hope more than likely to sit down once again with the CEO of Rutland County Council, MP Alan Duncan and local school headmaster Williams to have me arrested. When you refuse to allow citizens access to legal redress what is it that you attempting to achieve other than discontent and the taking of law into the hands of the populace. 

Are we alive!

Are we alive!

 I visited Brixton several times last week. A tour of south London taking in Crystal Palace, Walworth Road and Norwood involved the socialisation and education of my youngest two children. I considered that they could spend time with their grandmother and farther, but I was privileged with many more experiences for both the children and myself.

The first that struck me was a stall holder selling sugar cane that Malachi so desperately wanted.

The gospel of Judas!

The gospel of Judas!

Would it not make sense that if there were a god, and s/he or its spirit/essence came to earth that it would know all things and thus allow for all things. The salvation of the soul depends on the acceptance of Jesus according to many. This could not be possible if there were no death or crucifixion. In this sense there would need to be betrayal in order for this to come about.

Some things just take time to get sorted!

Caught up with the boy who stood on Malachi’s face maybe a month or so ago. Just advised him that if he was going to pick on younger kids that Malachi has three older brothers who are all in their twenties and might be interested should it happen again! Don’t like the way Malachi has taken it though. Seems to have made him kind of big headed but I was not comfortable with the idea that someone had done that to him and there was no comeback to it.

Sunday 27 October 2013

good can come from all things....

I have some of the strangest conversations with the strangest of peeps and I have to stop think about it and check it out.... the two guys that tried to rush me last night their cousin a London boy as he put it having heard my accent come and wanted to chat with me.... I’m a reasonable man an if you approach me in a way I will converse for thus is to learn and thus is to share.... after we done chat and he said he thought that his family was being a bit out of order but is family what can you do he wanted to know if I was gonna kick their asses when I bump into them one at a time.... I told him I don’t carry on like that co’s I’m not a man looking war on the streets.... but what was strange to me was that he said even during the heat of the incident he felt that I had some form of spirituality about me and he wanted to know if I was a Christian ;o I asked him to justify that and he said that he had examined many religions and taken from each what he wanted to but that there was something that the felt about myself and Isaiah that he could relate to and feel but he wasn’t sure what it was.... I’m thinking now is pure drink this man talking right now.... but I felt no animosity from him and he seemed pretty comfortable chatting to me.... I have to wonder sometimes what it is that motivates and drives people.... I mean he tried all the other macho bullshit about you seem like a safe guy and we both from London and that but there was an aspect of sincerity that came from him even within his own confusion.... good can come from all things.... blessings xxxX 

Saturday 26 October 2013

Confronted by five drunks…..

Confronted by five drunks…..

five drunk people outside my home…. all acting threateningly saying what they were going to do to me… two of them brothers attempted to rush me and ended up on the floor… the police turn up and talk to all five of them then leave… because I was the one that was being assaulted the police left without even knocking on my door to ask what happened… raciest Rutland police this is a clear breach of your official public duty in that you are aware that individuals attempted to assault one person and you have chosen not to act… life  as usual in Oakham…! 

Friday 25 October 2013

Just in case you want to know who lives next door to you ;o

Just in case you want to know who lives next door to you ;o

British National Party membership and contacts list, reference – WikiLeaks


Now where does that copper live again ;o 

Thursday 24 October 2013

Free to be me….

Free to be me….

Impose those thoughts words and deeds upon yourself before another for it is only thus that you may understand that if we are not actively building one another up we are in fact knocking, holding one another down, it’s time that we were all free to be….! 

why I am comfortable and confident in calling the Rt Hon Alan Duncan Minister of state for International Development a cunt

why I am comfortable and confident in calling the Rt Hon Alan Duncan Minister of state for International Development a cunt

I am going to explain why I am comfortable and confident in calling the Rt Hon Alan Duncan Minister of state for International Development a cunt. After experiencing discrimination form every quarter within the County of Rutland and all governmental departments that I turned to for assistance including but not restricted to the police, council and judiciary I wrote to my local MP for assistance. I had reached the end of my tether I was ready to kill the next person that called me a nigger or assaulted my son whom lived with me at the time and was being continually assaulted on both the streets of Oakham and within the Local school, then the Vale of Catmose College. I informed Alan Duncan that enough was enough and that I was going to fight back no matter what the cost and that someone was going to get killed because I wasn’t taking any more. I’m still some three years later awaiting his response. It is thus that I say he is a cunt and his actions are cuntish not only to me and mine but to all British peoples. He was and continues to be willing for anyone to die within his constituent rather than deal with the racist bullying behaviour of Rutland County Council it’s schools and it’s police force. Now what you need to think about is this, every member of the British public is expendable to its government. Things that happen in society do not happen by chance. Our system is already aware of those that are being driven to the point of explosion or implosion knowingly and we are served by a government that is willingly and actively promoting this in practice. Our government know the cost of their acts and omissions upon all members of this society and not only allow such things but initiate them. And it is thus that I say you are a cunt Alan Duncan and your actions are cuntish. I’ll await my ? actually I have lost count of how many times I have been arrested and dragged through the courts but this year it has only been twice ;s illegally arrested and detained with no explanation and no response to my complaints but I’ll await those cunts..tables that seem so eager to do your bidding….. The thing about modernity is that there is such a long and concise paper trail leading right back to your door that to deny such things is impossible hence in all my arrests and intimidations the only thing I have not been accused of is lying ummmmm…. where as you are a fucking liar aren’t you….!
Don’t think I’ve forgotten about you you stinking bitch chief executive Helen Briggs of Rutland County Council the explanation of my hatred for you and for Stuart Williams principal of Catmose College are to follow…..!

What education?

What education?

Challenging the school system works
After months of constant meetings and
Attempted negotiations I lost my temper
On Friday when I was asked to collect my
Boy who was confronting a teacher over a
Bag of sweets! I understand that teachers
Have a need to maintain discipline and that
They need to be respected within their own
Environments, but why would a trained
Inclusion officer want to confront a twelve
Year old boy over a bag of sweets that he had
No right to have taken in the first place. The
Sweets had been confiscated the day before
And as such my boy had accepted his punishment
As it was just. What was not just was for
Another teacher to then take these sweets and
Hold on to them under the guise that they
Were not healthy. If you look for a confrontation
With a child surely that is the way to go. Me
Being the helpful person that I am totally
Agreed with the teacher while my son was
Present, but when he was not I let loose and
Went into one and confronted the teacher about
His training and recognising when you need
To give young people the opportunity to back
Down. Twelve is an awkward age where boys
Want to be men and test out there skills and
Abilities where ever they can. So to confront a
Young man is to not be aware of either child
Development of psychological make up which
You would think that an inclusion officer would
Be only too well aware off. The conclusion, yet
Another two days missing out of school, no formal
Exclusion on his record and me even more concerned
Over my young man’s treatment within an education
System that has chosen inclusion over individual
Learning and assistance. I teach kids with behavioural
Difficulties and seeing the way that many students are
Treated within mainstream schooling, I would really
Like to implement a nation wide campaign against
Bullying, not by pupils but by teachers. Teacher seem
To take for granted the power of the written and spoken
Word. How a teacher deals with a student is also reflected
In how that student is viewed and treated by their peers and
All others within the school system. It only needs one
Un-thinking individual to start the process and any child
Can become a self for filling prophesy, “I think you are bad,
I will treat you as if you are bad, I am being treated bad,
I might as well act like I am bad, you are bad and thus we
Treat you bad”. Some so called teachers and others within
The schooling system really need to check themselves to see what
Their own motivation is and consider what it is that they are doing
To the children. I do not for one minute believe that society has got
To the point where it is producing children who are increasingly being excluded from school because they are bad. I think that our children have developed faster than our educational system which is still stuck in it’s Victorian mentality and that the whole system needs a bloody good overhaul to not only meet the changing needs of advancing young people but also to reconsider the requirements of students in an every changing world. Compulsory use of IT would be a bloody good start for the  teachers and then maybe we could look at the students.

An Educational assessment!

An Educational assessment!

Eleven months of continual confrontation
And justification to achieve what every parent
Has a right to request. I have finally been told
That my son can have an assessment by an
Educational psychologist to determine his
Individual academic and social needs. And this
After four short term exclusions and untold time outs
In order to address the many rising issues that he
Has with the school and the school so apparently
Has with him. This was not achieved via the
School who still adamantly hold that they are able
To carter for his needs, but via the local council
And continual complaints made about the way
That he is treated at his current school. What I
Didn’t know as part of my role as a teacher of
Children with behavioural difficulties I now know
As the parent of a child with behavioural difficulties.
I am somewhat concerned for children like my own
Who do not fit the academic structure of the hidden
Curriculum as in codes of conduct and social niceties
And who while are intelligent individuals are not
Robotic in their learning methods to fit our nice
Learning structures and environments. I had the pleasure
Of running an alternative educational programme last
Year in Nottingham (actually it was two, one for school
Aged pupils and one for over sixteen’s) and also an
Alternative year eleven programme in a college in
Colchester the year before. It was my experience that those
Children that the educational system had written of had much
To offer to both the wider community and those who contributed
To their education. While the government has plans for
A nation wide programme of vocational qualifications for
Students who are not academically inclined I fear that we
Shall be left in the position where we are picking up a generation
Of young people who have been disaffected by the educational
System. The cost will be more then a monetary one in that
These individuals will come out of the educational system
Knowing little more than they went in with combined with
Common sense. The same can be said of primary children with
The now changing emphasis upon relationship building and
Community spirit that is so obviously the new national agenda
For the hidden curriculum. Again here a generation of children will
Pass from primary to secondary school feeling inadequate and
Confused as to the change of emphasis within their schooling
Career. My youngest is coming on nine and the eldest twenty
Three and all I say is thank good that I don’t have to do this again
More than once should the need arise. Our educational system is
So rigid that any deviation from the conceptual norm is an
Extreme hindrance for the child and family concerned. Having to
Teach children as young as seven who’s parents are unable to cope
With their disruptive and challenging behaviour, I often ask myself
what is next for them when the medication is at such a high does that
it effects there cognitive abilities. Do we then Wright them off and
institutionalise them indifferently? While the prospect  appears bleak
there is hope for those that are determined to fight for their
Childs right to an education (of sorts). What your up against is the
Unwillingness of local authorities and schools to admit that one size does not fit all and that that odd size comes with a very big price tag. The private school that I work at is the best that I have thus far come across (the second  being Jacques Hall in Essex) both of which are based upon an holistic and  Therapeutic method of teaching and learning. But at £58.000 a year plus per child it is unfortunately out of the reach of all but those considered extremely disadvantaged in economic, social or political terms. The weight that a statement of needs carries is not surprising considering what is  required in order to obtain one in the fist place.