Did I do wrong to choose
To let my heart be open and
My spirit you abuse with you
Games of ecstasy to touching
And holding that essence of me

Did I do wrong to choose
Not to lie and let you use
My mind and body for relief
To know of my own destruction
And not retaliate with grief
That was given in return

Did I do wrong to choose
Not to be alone and maybe
Learn that lesson that awaited
Me that one that said you knew
It was coming you did see the
Futility of it all

Did I do wrong to choose
To love you knowing it would
Hurt the very core of me that
At some point it could destroy
Me but I put my trust not in
You but in the ability of me to
Do just what I do and learn
From past mistakes

Did I do wrong to choose
To have faith not in the illusions
Of the eye but to stand there
Blindly waiting to cry those tears
Of frustration for while the mind
Does know the hearts frustration
Is in belief