Friday, 26 July 2013

Curse of man so unkind, The living of the dead His wrath

Oh hear the batter of
The night as rain beats down
On any light that dares to
Appear as thunder rolls in
A roar to quell opposition and
Finally dispel all notions of
A cure for man is woken from
His dream of disbelief in being
So clean and pure for god has
Spoken and opened up the store of
His wrath

You know we passed that
Place of no return where
Social and family boarders
Do blur in a warped sense
Of reality where hormones
Do rage and set a stage
Whereby all is destruction to
See for an audience too don’t
Stand a chance to consider their
Glance for just a while for
Their interest is truly a stage
To the vibrations of the young
As they feel the expanse of what
Lies within consumed with guilt
About feeling they label this
As sin and act the life and love
The living of the dead
I sometimes get in a thunder
Storm that feeling of nature
Calm and sure of the cleansing
Of her ways warning sounds
For those in ground and sky’s
Proclaiming her gaze upon the
Earth to wipe away the dreaded
Curse of man so unkind

Wednesday, 24 July 2013

Is in belief

Is in belief

Did I do wrong to choose
To let my heart be open and
My spirit you abuse with you
Games of ecstasy to touching
And holding that essence of me

Did I do wrong to choose
Not to lie and let you use
My mind and body for relief
To know of my own destruction
And not retaliate with grief
That was given in return

Did I do wrong to choose
Not to be alone and maybe
Learn that lesson that awaited
Me that one that said you knew
It was coming you did see the
Futility of it all

Did I do wrong to choose
To love you knowing it would
Hurt the very core of me that
At some point it could destroy
Me but I put my trust not in
You but in the ability of me to
Do just what I do and learn
From past mistakes

Did I do wrong to choose
To have faith not in the illusions
Of the eye but to stand there
Blindly waiting to cry those tears
Of frustration for while the mind
Does know the hearts frustration
Is in belief

To find death sleeping in your bed

Do we fall and learn to pick our
Selves up again only to imagine
That that was no end to an imaginations
Dream that crashed and burned and
Will never been seen in this times
Demonstrations of what it is to be
In frustration from mere physicality

Do we fall and learn to pick our
Fights to stand a little stronger and
Be brave in the night of darkness
That is upon the earth that man has
Brought to full circle the curse for
Disobedience

Do we fall and learn to pick our
Fights to weigh up the enemy in
The darkness of night to see the
Fear in the eyes to know one’s
Conquered and not be surprised
To find death sleeping in your bed

At times I feel it That repetitive same of we hate you

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world
From gazes from silence from spoken word
And I have to wonder and ask my self why
Could I not be like the others with blind open
Eyes not seeing the hurt or feeling the pain
Not wanting to feel to be just normal again

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world
And I have to ask have I been blessed or am
I cursed for such are the things that the mind
Does bring to one in consideration and anticipation
Of the ways of my fellow beings

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world
And I am overcome with the weight of it all
No longer able to stand no longer tall in my
Capabilities for at such times my sanity does
Abandon me to this life of seclusion without
Listening ear amongst deliberate confusion
Of all that there seems to be here

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world
And would give in fade out disappear from
This world without a trace of my having been
Without knowledge of those things that I have
Seen but even death does avoid me not giving
Me the strength to destroy me and make it like
I never was

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world
And know that I am alone in this place that
One can not call home for it is not where the
Heart is but more like that place were deception
Was started with a view to my destruction
Lies deceit come to full mutation in the guise
Of those meant to help but instead they poke
And make me yep from the injuries to my mind

Sometimes I feel the heaviness of the world
And know that I am not part of this held as I
Am mere alone and captive to this degradation
Built in are notions and means for frustration
For some this is only a game but for me it is
That repetitive same of we hate you

Tuesday, 23 July 2013

A while to smell the roses beneath you

Stolen was my heart while my mouth
And mind were open did not I see but
Not recognise within that which was seeking
For my downfall to bring to an early beginning
Where was my armour in the glow of your
Smile that confused me and made me stop
A while to smell the roses beneath you